Did you ever do something so totally out of character that a whole bar full of people froze in shock? Yeah... I had one of those nights last night. Really, all I wanted to do was read my book, drink my glass of wine and wait for the next train home. Be the most boring person in the place.
Some people will not take "no" for an answer, however...
Anyhow, I'm not feeling apologetic at all. I probably should, but I don't. Stunned at my own behavior. But not even a little bit repentant. Who'd a thunk it?