Day 5, still no smoking. This is the day when magical thinking finally kicked in -- that dialog between the addictive, craving side of personality that cajoles, wheedles, bullies, pleads and bargains with logic and willpower. Magical thinking is sneaky and insiduous and counterproductive... and very, very tempting.
I'm not giving in today. And it's good that I recognized that this is part of the healing process. But little voices are whispering in my ear.
I need psychic earplugs... and I need them right now!
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